Assalamoalaikum wa rahmatullah. SubhanAllah. I think it would be better to get in touch with people who have a well established program of helping people like you and past experience and are learned scholars. I see someone already volunteered Alhumdolillah. In case you need further assistance you may please ask
Salaam (means) peace where are you I can help you if you communicate back to me my name is Mustafa
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