Is there a small handgun that I can carry in my blue jean or jacket pocket, and can you recommend a good one? I would feel safer eith a 🔫.

Kel-Tec P3AT. 380

The lcp2 from river is a great gun. Compact, light, and pretty accurate.

I have a Ruger lcp2 (380). It came with a decent pocket holster, and sometimes I forget it's in my front blue jeans pocket.

You can try the 38, 380 or the 22.

You can rent there. But in general if you want power try the small smith and Weston Magnus. Want something for comfort, try a small clock, block are of of the best known for comfort.

You can rent guns while you're there. Try as many as you can so you can find the one that best you. Only you know how the gun feels to you.