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Rorroo....The reason why you are struggling to get down on your knees is because the enemy knows God WILL respond to you quickly. That is you showing reverance, honor, and respect. You are submitting to the Will of God and not your own. You see it's easy to bow to sin as it is our nature to the opposite of what God requires of us. Because you are ready to follow Christ, for real, the enemy is trying to keep you away from bowing to the Most High! Fight through and become TOTALLY FREE TODAY! Amen
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