I feel I'm at the end of my rope. Love God but feel it's to late. Feel nothing will be good again. Should I bother them or call it a wash and accept the fait of pain and darkness in my life

Hello Jamie, Your life is very important. There are support groups at PAG that you could become involved with. Please reach out to our office at 570-489-4961. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. He rescues those whose spirits are crushed." Psalm 34:18

I'm pretty sure this will never be answered. I don't know the answer myself...